I knew going in that April wasn’t going to be a very productive month. There were a million little disruptions to my schedule (this is actually the first full, uninterrupted week I’ve had this month), but I’d planned for them, and I’ve (mostly) been able to work around them.
The story outlines are progressing nicely; I still really love having two different projects on the go. It slows both of them down, of course, but it’s fantastic being able to switch from one to the other when inspiration starts to flag. (And inspiration always starts to flag at some point. It’s inevitable.) For now, I’ve pretty much abandoned the daily freewriting that I was trying - I still haven’t found a way to make it work.
And I’m still looking for another writing project, something low-pressure to work on in my downtime, and that doesn’t require months of world building and outlining. It’s… surprisingly difficult. I’ve got a few ideas, but nothing that’s quite clicked for me yet.
But, yeah: it’s been a pretty good month, despite everything.
I don't know if the last two weeks have felt so odd, or if it's just the last few days. Either way, I've been: wishing | having | loving | thinking | wanting | starting | buying | getting | trying | hoping
So! The last two weeks! I've been: trying | working | daydreaming | wishing | baking | feeling | making | figuring | buying | hoping
Ok, so: July and August were kind of terrible, creatively. I’ve acknowledged that and moved past it. It happens occasionally - both due to my own issues, and things beyond my control - and I just have to deal with it.
I went into September with modest goals: I wanted to get back on track, and dig myself out of the rut that I’d been in all summer. I wanted to see if I could find ways to motivate myself, rather than relying on inspiration to just happen. I wanted to work on clearing my weekly photo backlog, and see if I could make some progress on the NaNoWriMo outline, but I didn’t set any specific targets - any movement would be good, as long as it was forward.
So how’d I do?
Ugh. This month. More specifically, the last two weeks, I've been... feeling | playing | working | trying | exploring | wishing | getting | making | cleaning | falling
This is going to be a slow week, I'm afraid. And, yes. I realize I'm telling you this on Thursday.
It's not exactly a secret that I've been struggling with motivation lately.
Just a quick note to let you know that posting will be a bit sporadic for the next little while.
I know. I only just launched, and I need to take a break already. Bear with me.