I feel like I’ve been really busy this week, but when I try to recap it, I’m drawing a blank. I’ve been: drinking | trying | starting | finding | having | simplifying | getting | making | sorting | realizing
It’s been a rough couple of weeks. I’ve been: regrouping | trying | struggling | deciding | thinking | debating | going | feeling | wondering | hoping
I’ve been so busy lately. I’ve been: fixing | getting | starting | hating | making | painting | loving | wondering | taking | researching
I’ve been in a weird mood the last couple of weeks. I’ve been: figuring | breaking | trying | feeling | setting | attending | learning | going | hoping | starting
The last two weeks have been kind of slow, to be honest. I’ve been: figuring | talking | rebuilding | spending | starting | taking | trying | clearing | getting | missing
Still stuck inside. I’ve been: thinking | sitting | eating | having | setting | trying | falling | making | using | starting
Sometimes, I don’t realize how much I’m doing until I sit down to write these roundup posts. I’ve been: getting | talking | planning | experimenting | trying | catching | making | meeting | starting | refining
Technically speaking September was only four months ago.
But 2018 has been the longest year ever, and it feels like it was at least two years ago that I decided I needed to make some changes.
Back in August, every project I was working on had either stalled or was moving too slowly to see any real progress. My motivation had plummeted. I was in a rut, and I needed to get myself out of that rut, and I needed to figure out how to avoid falling into it again. And so in September, I came up with a short list of things I wanted to do by the end of the year. They weren’t huge goals – and they definitely weren’t dramatic – but it was about building a system that could support my bigger goals going into the future.
We’re fast approaching the end of the year, so it’s time to look back at how (and whether) my reboot has worked, and where I’m going from here.
I suppose it was inevitable, and I’m not at all surprised it’s happening now, when the days are getting noticeably colder and shorter, and it feels like winter – and the end of the year – is just around the corner.
The doubts are starting to creep in.
It’s been a while since I checked in on this little project of mine (here’s the explanation for my absence, if you missed it), but I’m happy to say that it’s only the check-ins that I’ve missed. I haven’t been neglecting the reboot itself, and I’m actually kind of impressed with the progress I’ve made in the past few weeks, despite everything.